Disculpa..

“Disculpa si a veces me alejo, si a veces no te digo suficiente lo importante que eres para mí. Disculpa si me quedo callada adrede, si espero que te acerques cuando ando histérica. Disculpa si no te verso a menudo, si no hablo de nosotros, y te cuento mil tonterías banales. Disculpa si no te abrazo mucho y si de repente me ves volando a solas. Disculpa ¿si?, y créeme cuando te digo que te quiero, cuando te agarro la mano y trato de que tus vacíos y los míos no se hagan notables.”

Alba

I think about you every single day and every time I see your face, I wake and it brings me to tears We hadn't spoken in years.. I miss you and it still feels like I know you, I've got pictures of us side by side to show you, but it feels like I owe you so much more. You meant so much to so many, I'm not quite sure how to do justice to you If they're ready to say goodbye, I know i'm not.. And you will always be perfect, you'll always be beautiful, our hearts will never forget you You didn't belong here, and it's become so clear why heaven called your name.. And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time? Are we dreaming? We'll never let go of you Wish you were here but it's becoming clear, that Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.. And now we must let you move forward, our love lies with you, our souls fly with you Alba.

Second & Sebring

I believe it's time for me to be famous and out of place.
I believe it's time for me to move for forward when I break through...
This time I'll make you proud to see me over come on day light.
Proud of who you raised, your shelter, your peacefulness.
So this time I'll make you proud, proud of who you raised up.
You know that I will always be here 'til the end. 
Come back so I can say thank you for this. Home cooked meals and a place to rest, my troubled head when you're away. 
I've passed the test, I've earned an A, not just in school, but in life.
You'll always be right by my side to help me show hope to all, that are lost and sick in this dying world.
I'll use the love you left behind, I'll change their minds...
I hope you smile when you look down on me. I hope you smile. 
This can't, we won't know. I hope that I make you proud. 
This is not what it is, only baby scars. I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side...